When you think, 'wait did i say that?' 'did i do that?' 'i dont even remember living that' , Like something so sureal. My life has been alot like that latley, for the most part things are good, but.... you know i think Lorelai Gilmore said is best for me:

I'm happy. You know? I like my life. I like my friends. I like my stuff. My time, my space, my TV. But every now and then, just for a moment, I wish I had a partner, someone to pick up the slack. Someone to wait for the cable guy, make me coffee in the morning, meet the stupid sink before it gets sent back to Canada.

Seems as though everyone around me has someone they can keep warm on cold night, lie around with and watch tv, talk to when they are lonley. well you get the gist. I think prehaps its just not my year for it. shrug, such is life. enjoy you evening peoples.